"Yeah, that's, that's what I guessed." It was still so much better to hear it from him in real life, though. She sighed, her eyes pressing closed. "So, yeah, I thought about you saying things like that and just, watching me. And, I was like ridiculously turned on, so it was like really easy to, like, f-- fuck myself with it?"

See, she could tell him about it but some words were still a little hard.

Like this next bit: "And um, what I found a really big turn-on, you know, when I was already super wet and everything, was imagining you telling me what a... good girl I was for taking so much of it in."

Which, okay, for some reason made her want to hide her face against his shoulder, so that was exactly what she did.