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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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"Aren't you the one who got a little huffy about me saying you got too far gone, before?" she asked, taking the chance to wet her lips, which was in no way also an excuse to draw his attention to her lips and her tongue (like it wasn't there already). "And yet, here we are again."
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Turned out he really liked it when Xan decided to play, too.
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Which was not dissuading her from continuing on the same path. So, she snorted. "You're all talk," she rasped, laying the derision on thick even as a smirk tugged on her lips. "Guys usually are."
But he was not.
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Threats and warnings were all part of the game, but he wanted to make sure she knew she had a way to call it all to a halt, even if she could not speak.
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She couldn't even tell how much of the shivers down her spine were for the threats abd how much for the consideration right under the surface. She only barely kept herself from whimpering.
Okay, no, a little bit escaped. But apart from that, she stayed defiant. "No," she said, even shaking her head - though only as little as his grip allowed. "I don't have anything to apologize for. And even if I did, you haven't earned one."
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And with more care than the harsh tone of his voice would suggest, he pulled her face down, angling himself up towards her mouth.
Don't bet on that gentleness lasting terribly long, Xan. They both knew what was coming, he just wanted to make sure she was ready for it.
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She made to resist his cock, even if it was for just a few seconds of letting the head bump against her closed lips before they parted for him, her eagerness showing through her feigned resistant act as she sucked him down.
And yes, she was readying herself for what was coming, for what she'd offered and what she'd found herself wanting to experience. Doing her best to relax her throat, and bringing both her hands against the edge of the bed on either side of him.
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And then fucked deeply into her mouth with one smooth, long motion. And then didn't stop.
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While letting him use her like a toy.
The moan mixed with something of a soft gagging sound at the first thrust probably did well to encapsulate both parts of this. Her eyes, looking up at him, were big and dark, and she was not pulling away from the motions of his hips.
Going from Mean Girl to good girl was easy because he made it easy.
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His hand traveled to the back of her head, knotting there at the base to keep her head still - and, every so often, to pull her forward, to thrust in deeper. "You like this," he murmured, every word a soft caress. "I can see it in your eyes. Such a filthy girl, to get off on this so much."
His voice was warm and full of pride. "Letting me use this lush mouth of yours over and over again...just to pull away and spend all over your perfect, pretty tits. Letting me mark you. I bet you're so wet for all this, I'll need to use that toy again. Bend you over the bed and fuck you with it..."
It was getting harder to focus on what he was saying, each thrust getting him closer to unraveling.
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And, Jesus Christ, sweet Elua, whoever -- this was a whole new mindset for her, a whole new state of mind to be in, where so many things seemed like she shouldn't have been into them but she was, from the hand gripping her hair and the gagging around his cock, to the way her chin bumped against his balls when he thrust in deep.
The obvious pride in his voice was a contrast to everything, and even though in the heat of the moment she didn't need one, it also felt like permission, like affirmation that it was okay for her to be as wet from this as she was, that it was okay not to care that there was maybe an excess of saliva happening, that it was okay to pretty much be craving and anticipating the warmth of his come on her breasts.
Yeah, he was 100% correct about the need for the toy.
The moan around him was involuntary, and as loud as it was muffled, and the big eyes looking up at him blinked several times and looked almost pleading.
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He thrust into her extra deep then, her chin against his sac an extra torment, they were so high and tight and sensitive.
The first thing he was going to do when this was all over was gather her into his arms and teach her the word for 'magnificent' in all the languages he knew.
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The sound that followed was a whimpery moan because all his options sounded amazing, and she didn't have a way of communicating a preference, and she didn't even have a real desire to. She wanted him to do whatever the hell he pleased to her. She wanted to feel used and loved and overwhelmed, and he was going to accomplish all three no matter what he did, because he was already accomplishing all of them.
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"Your mouth is a menace," he growled, pulling her off of him. His cock glistened in the light from her room, a deep red and possibly harder than he'd been in his life. And he didn't give up his grip, either, first angling her face so she'd have to look at his dick, see what she'd done to it, and then dragging her carefully up to the bed. "I want to come deep inside you," he whispered in her ear.
His hands reached for a condom, trembling almost too badly to open it. In times like this, he was very much aware of how not second-nature these were to him, even now. "Bend forward," he ordered. "And spread yourself open for me. I want to see your pretty cunt before I claim it."
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She whimpered.
... And again, at his whispered words.
Her jaw ached and she didn't even notice. Her mouth was free but words seemed to have deserted her. His were the ones that mattered, right now. She dropped to her knees on the edge of bed, then bent forward, using her hands for support only until the side of her face was pressing against the mattress. Her knees were spread far apart, and her ass was in the air, and she reached back with slightly trembling hands to spread herself further, expose more of herself to him. For him.
Between her legs, she was wet to a glistening, and puffy from all the bloodflow in an opposite direction from her brain. They were a matching set of a sort.
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He finished rolling on the condom, then reached up to hold her hips still, pulling her back against his mouth while his lips and tongue sought out her pearl, laving it over and over again. He needed a moment to come back away from the precipice, to make sure she was wet and lax and ready for him.
Because as soon as he knew he wouldn't spend on his first thrust, he was scrambling up to his feet and pushing inside of her with the same careful brutality that he'd claimed her fucking mouth.
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He was making an effort to pull himself back from the brink, but pushing her right up to it in the process, to the point where when she felt his cock enter her again - only moments since the last time yet with wholly different sensations involved - she was surprised she didn't unravel immediately. Her loud, fragmented moan said a lot about what stage she was at, though.
Actually, maybe it was more of a yell. No words, just... noise.
Her hands dropped back down on the bed, grabbing at something to hold on to. Also, yes: she was as slick and wet and open as she could be. When it came to that, harshness was not going to be an issue.
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But the aching clawing need she's stirred with her mouth wouldn't let him stay. He reared back, gripping her tighter, and practically slammed her onto his dick. Again and again and again he fucked into her, hard and relentless.
Sweat on his palm made his grip slip forward. No matter - he reached between her legs and pressed his fingers against her pearl, playing with that while he chased the completion he could feel rising up inside him.
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She didn't really need the extra stimulation. The release was already on its way, but the first few seconds of him playing with her clit just sealed the deal. The sound she made as she tensed up was guttural. Then it dissolved into whimpers as she felt herself begin to pulse harshly around him, pleasure coursing through her veins and her ears filled with white noise for a second.
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Not when he was already so close.
He gasped at first, feeling the electricity crawling down his spine. And then cried out her name as he emptied himself hard enough to make his back arch. For one wild moment, he wondered if the sheathe could hold it all.
And then, arms still wrapped around her, he slowly slid to the side, unable to keep himself upright. Or do anything more than lay back and breathe and wait for the world to right itself again.
Blessed Elua.
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Sweet Jesus.
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But that was definitely a post-nap thing. Judging by how she wasn't moving.
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The carbs had been great for lunch but, damn, after all that, they needed a serious refueling.
...Also after a nap. It was everything he could do to remove the condom and throw it away, fingers clumsy now with exhaustion.
"Rest?"
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She hadn't even bothered opening her eyes at any point. Or pull the strands of hair away from her face where they went right across it.
"Love you," she exhaled.
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