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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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He looked at her again, eyes skimming up and down her body again, and then looked around for something that would suit his purposes.
There. Her desk chair. It had a back but no arms. Perfect.
"I want you to go fetch me that chair, Xanthippe," he said, voice easy but with the lightest hint of authority in it. "And I want you to bring it over here and set it down in front of me."
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And what was better, she didn't question his desire for her, but rather accepted it as her due. Might have been just for this moment, but it was still progress!
Anyway. Desk chair, got it. She went to it, then brought it back to the bed where she could put it right in front of him.
There was nothing casual about the way she stood beside it. She didn't even try. "Is that good?"
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No mistaking what he meant by 'all,' nope.
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A shiver ran down her spine. And she felt weirdly breathless, again. But weirdly brave, too! Like, look at her doing this. Wherein 'this' was that she sat down, on the chair.
At first, she sat like she normally would. But, no, he'd said he wanted to see 'all of her' and that didn't really make that happen. So she slouched a little more, sliding her ass down closer to the front edge of the chair. There, when she parted her legs to either side of the chair, he could see all of her.
Including the slight glistening between her legs, yes.
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He pressed the cool glass against her, rubbing the tip in slow circles around her pearl, but didn't try to enter her with it.
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"About to be."
Which wasn't a 'yes', but kind of a 'soon, depending'.
She was sure he had suggestions.
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"You -- you want me to play with myself?"
Goddammit, she'd so wanted to sound smooth and, lke, seductive with that. She even went with words that were easier to say than something a little more crude would've been. But no, she had to stumble.
Still, she felt like she was making up for that (to herself) with her little smirk, and with how one of her hands, which she'd rested on her thighs, was now sliding slowly along the inside of her thigh. Closer, closer.
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"O-okay."
She didn't even mind the stutter there, because at least it was a word and not just a ridiculous exclamation.
She was keeping her eyes on his face. And swallowed, as her hand ran out of distance to cross. Her fingers ran lightly over her folds at first, just catching some of the wetness for a smoother glide. "Right now? I'm thinking about how hot you are." Inane, maybe, but she was just trying to get her brain back together. Kinda. The way she was easing her middle finger between the folds was a prelude to doing the opposite. "And how hot you have to be to get me doing this for you." The last two word were kind of a sigh, which she wished had been an affectation on purpose, but it was really just a happy accident.
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"But I like it when you kneel," she said, wetting her lips with the tip of her tongue while her hand spread her slickness over her clit. "When you, like... When I feel your tongue but at the same time you, like, look up at me." She teased the bundle of nerves with two fingers. Made her a little bolder again. "Like you're hungry. Like it's as good as getting to put your dick in me."
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Like right now. Hyacinthe was hard again - impossible to be with this show before him - but it was her pleasure that was making his throat dry and his cock jump.
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Which wasn't to say she didn't think others were out there. It was just that she hadn't found them yet.
But right this second, all of that was secondary to how she was feeling. And she was feeling good - not to mention turned on enough to not get trapped by self-consciousness about the way her hand moved over her, two fingers pushing in while her palm pressed down where the fingers had just been. Her voice was raspier than before. "So guess I don't know how good I taste."
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"... Yes."
Whoops, that was kind of a moan.
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And then wrapped her fingers around the smooth glass.
"Then use this," he told her, pupils so blown there was barely a hint of brown around the black. "I wish to see you ride this."
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And then she felt the glass, cool and hard against her palm and her fingers as they wrapped around it, and that made her breath hitch.
This time, she only really managed an unsteady nod. But that conveyed enough, right? Especially when she brought the glass dildo between her legs. First, just to tease just a little, pushing the head only barely between the folds, getting it wet. But that didn't last long at all. She was ready and she needed more, right now.
So she shifted just a little on the chair again, making sure she had room to work, so to speak. And then? She was wet and ready enough that the toy began sliding in without much resistance when she pushed it, the rounded head disappearing inside her and tearing a slightly louder moan from her because yes, yes, that feeling was exactly what she needed.
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Such a good girl.
And yet, only a few minutes later, he was gently taking it away.
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Xanthippe immediately made a noise of confused, disappointed protest. (So, yes: a whine.) "What, whyyy?"
Okay, maybe that was exactly how you treated a good girl.
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And held the tip up to her mouth. Offering, not demanding.
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"Oh."
The offering part of it would matter later, when her brain processed this. But, right this moment, she was far gone enough that she might've been fine with demanding, too. The end result was the same: her wetting her lips and exhaling a breath, then leaning in just to close what little distance was left before she licked the tip, swirling her tongue around it.
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"You see?" he asked, his voice a low rasp. "How intoxicating you are? The sweet and then the tang? The way it lays on your tongue, until you need more. Another nuzzle. Another lick. Damn everything else, for one more taste of you."
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"You're ridiculous," she murmured.
But he was not.
And even if he was, what was she when she went ahead and kept her eyes on his as she took a second, long, thorough lick up over the head of the toy?
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He leaned down to catch her mouth with his, needing to kiss her again.
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