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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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"Uhh."
Yeah, there was the short-circuiting in action again. She had to lick her lips and swallow and just... push both of her hands into his hair. (Okay, that part wasn't as necessary, it was just a thing she really felt like doing.)
See, he wasn't the first to suggest something like that. He was just the first to make it sound appealing.
... She probably should've tried to actually form some complete words, though, huh?
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If naught else, he could do that while he was still recovering from a previous bout, keeping her mindless with pleasure in anticipation for the next.
"I believe you were going to tell me a story?" he teased.
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She still pulled a mighty face at his teasing, though. Even if it was almost immediately broken by a laugh. "You're the worst." He was not. "If you think I'm gonna tell you anything about how hard I came on that thing while thinking about you, you're wrong."
He was not.
Though first she was going to kiss him.
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She was disgusted. So disgusted that she bit on his lip and everything.
And you know what? She was just going to stay about this close while she talked. Made it easier, somehow, to stay grounded in the moment. He was also more than welcome to keep touching her, because that helped too.
Also, it was just incredibly nice.
"So, like..." she started, breathing the words warmly against his lips. "When I first got it, and the first time I tried it out, it was a little after Valentine's, so I'd, like, gotten your flowers, and you were on my mind." She'd also sent him a birthday card in January, so maybe he was on her mind a little bit every month, but that was neither here nor there! "And like, you kinda need, uh, inspiration for something like that. So when I got under the covers with it, I thought about you."
She paused a little, to lick his lip.
Her voice dropped further into a murmur, but she was pretty sure she had his attention so completely that that wasn't going to be an issue. "I mean, specifically, I thought about you watching me... do that. Like, just thinking of the things you'd say? How you'd, like, tell me not to rush, and tell me how hot it was to see me start pushing it in, and, umm, how hard would make you..."
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See, she could tell him about it but some words were still a little hard.
Like this next bit: "And um, what I found a really big turn-on, you know, when I was already super wet and everything, was imagining you telling me what a... good girl I was for taking so much of it in."
Which, okay, for some reason made her want to hide her face against his shoulder, so that was exactly what she did.
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"Why, Xanthippe," he asked, voice low. "Do you want to be a good girl? Because I am starting to believe that you do." He pressed a kiss to her temple. "Do you want to be my good girl?"
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Which was to say, her brain went 'dsfrghjkl'.
"Yes."
Her voice sounded small and wavering only because she'd just gone so thoroughly week at the knees. So good thing she was already sitting!
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Beat.
"What I'm going to be fucking you with, ma cherie."
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That was for how he somehow expected her legs to work.
But she was going to try, pulling off his lap and onto her feet, and what do you know? She didn't fall flat on her face! So she crossed the room, and went to her closet. In the very back of it, she'd hidden a box, which she pulled out, and opened, and took what was in it.
Then, she turned and came back to him, almost half-reverently presenting him with the toy. Mind you, it was a really nice piece of glass art in its own way, with its blue bumps and clear body.
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For a moment, it was like he'd nearly forgotten what it was for. At least until he turned to her and said, casually, "I cannot wait to lick your wetness of this."
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It also meant she had a moment to gather her composure. Which in turn meant that when he spoke again, her reaction was a rough little laugh, instead of just... melting into a puddle.
"Hot."
Though the 'melting into a puddle' urge was definitely still there, too. It was actually living its best life where the words 'do you want to be my good girl?' were also still bouncing around in her brain. Which probably explained the shift in her expression, too: her dark eyes were sincere, expectant, and hopeful, as she asked, "Where do you want me?"
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He looked at her again, eyes skimming up and down her body again, and then looked around for something that would suit his purposes.
There. Her desk chair. It had a back but no arms. Perfect.
"I want you to go fetch me that chair, Xanthippe," he said, voice easy but with the lightest hint of authority in it. "And I want you to bring it over here and set it down in front of me."
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And what was better, she didn't question his desire for her, but rather accepted it as her due. Might have been just for this moment, but it was still progress!
Anyway. Desk chair, got it. She went to it, then brought it back to the bed where she could put it right in front of him.
There was nothing casual about the way she stood beside it. She didn't even try. "Is that good?"
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No mistaking what he meant by 'all,' nope.
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A shiver ran down her spine. And she felt weirdly breathless, again. But weirdly brave, too! Like, look at her doing this. Wherein 'this' was that she sat down, on the chair.
At first, she sat like she normally would. But, no, he'd said he wanted to see 'all of her' and that didn't really make that happen. So she slouched a little more, sliding her ass down closer to the front edge of the chair. There, when she parted her legs to either side of the chair, he could see all of her.
Including the slight glistening between her legs, yes.
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He pressed the cool glass against her, rubbing the tip in slow circles around her pearl, but didn't try to enter her with it.
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"About to be."
Which wasn't a 'yes', but kind of a 'soon, depending'.
She was sure he had suggestions.
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"You -- you want me to play with myself?"
Goddammit, she'd so wanted to sound smooth and, lke, seductive with that. She even went with words that were easier to say than something a little more crude would've been. But no, she had to stumble.
Still, she felt like she was making up for that (to herself) with her little smirk, and with how one of her hands, which she'd rested on her thighs, was now sliding slowly along the inside of her thigh. Closer, closer.
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"O-okay."
She didn't even mind the stutter there, because at least it was a word and not just a ridiculous exclamation.
She was keeping her eyes on his face. And swallowed, as her hand ran out of distance to cross. Her fingers ran lightly over her folds at first, just catching some of the wetness for a smoother glide. "Right now? I'm thinking about how hot you are." Inane, maybe, but she was just trying to get her brain back together. Kinda. The way she was easing her middle finger between the folds was a prelude to doing the opposite. "And how hot you have to be to get me doing this for you." The last two word were kind of a sigh, which she wished had been an affectation on purpose, but it was really just a happy accident.
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"But I like it when you kneel," she said, wetting her lips with the tip of her tongue while her hand spread her slickness over her clit. "When you, like... When I feel your tongue but at the same time you, like, look up at me." She teased the bundle of nerves with two fingers. Made her a little bolder again. "Like you're hungry. Like it's as good as getting to put your dick in me."
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