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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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They wouldn't be as good, but that was the problem with Terre D'Ange, nothing really was.
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Look, he was a growing young man. He needed sustenance.
"Those all sound excellent."
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Because there needed to be a drink.
Couple more taps on the screen and -- "Okay, that's done. It says... 35 minutes." She lowered her phone, then faked a thoughtful expression. "So, wait, what were we talking about before this?"
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"I believe we were having a frank and serious discussion," he said, biting back a grin, "about you being adventurous."
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A fact she had somehow not gotten self-conscious about yet. (The naked, not the rest.)
"Yeah, maybe." Also please let her not get self-conscious about how her takes on 'adventurous' probably weren't that adventurous for some. "I did, like, buy something, recently..."
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Just to make sure she didn't fall out of the right mindset and get cold feet about telling him what she was gearing up to tell him.
"It's fair, right?"
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Bold words from someone who'd just gotten distracted by his words and actions both, in her effort to try tug him off the couch.
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There was maybe a nervous quality to her smirk. Just slightly. But she was leading him into her room steadily enough, all the same.
"So... I took this class earlier this year that was about, like, human sexuality? And one of the assignments was to go to a sex shop and like, write about the experience. Which I didn't do --" Because she'd chickened out. "-- so I totally faked my paper, but only kinda, because I did do really extensive research on the website of a store. You know, to do everything that the assignment required except actually go in a store."
Okay she was getting sidetracked. Get to the point, Xan!
"Uh, so anyway, I... spent a really long time looking at what they were selling, and I, actually, totally ended up ordering something. A glass... toy."
You could not get her to say 'dildo', you just couldn't.
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Yes, now she was trying to one-handedly mime a dildo for him.
Because you could not make her say it.
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She blushed, a lot.
And just generally faltered.
"I... hadn't thought that far ahead." And now her brain was short-circuiting. "But you could talk to me more about that? Before I tell you what I did once I got it."
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"Uhh."
Yeah, there was the short-circuiting in action again. She had to lick her lips and swallow and just... push both of her hands into his hair. (Okay, that part wasn't as necessary, it was just a thing she really felt like doing.)
See, he wasn't the first to suggest something like that. He was just the first to make it sound appealing.
... She probably should've tried to actually form some complete words, though, huh?
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If naught else, he could do that while he was still recovering from a previous bout, keeping her mindless with pleasure in anticipation for the next.
"I believe you were going to tell me a story?" he teased.
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She still pulled a mighty face at his teasing, though. Even if it was almost immediately broken by a laugh. "You're the worst." He was not. "If you think I'm gonna tell you anything about how hard I came on that thing while thinking about you, you're wrong."
He was not.
Though first she was going to kiss him.
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She was disgusted. So disgusted that she bit on his lip and everything.
And you know what? She was just going to stay about this close while she talked. Made it easier, somehow, to stay grounded in the moment. He was also more than welcome to keep touching her, because that helped too.
Also, it was just incredibly nice.
"So, like..." she started, breathing the words warmly against his lips. "When I first got it, and the first time I tried it out, it was a little after Valentine's, so I'd, like, gotten your flowers, and you were on my mind." She'd also sent him a birthday card in January, so maybe he was on her mind a little bit every month, but that was neither here nor there! "And like, you kinda need, uh, inspiration for something like that. So when I got under the covers with it, I thought about you."
She paused a little, to lick his lip.
Her voice dropped further into a murmur, but she was pretty sure she had his attention so completely that that wasn't going to be an issue. "I mean, specifically, I thought about you watching me... do that. Like, just thinking of the things you'd say? How you'd, like, tell me not to rush, and tell me how hot it was to see me start pushing it in, and, umm, how hard would make you..."
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See, she could tell him about it but some words were still a little hard.
Like this next bit: "And um, what I found a really big turn-on, you know, when I was already super wet and everything, was imagining you telling me what a... good girl I was for taking so much of it in."
Which, okay, for some reason made her want to hide her face against his shoulder, so that was exactly what she did.
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