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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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Hya would never say that aloud, but, yeah, he was definitely judging Xan's father. (Not that he had stones to throw as far as fathers went).
"I am sorry they missed it," he said, and then clarified, "for them. Because they did not see how you glowed when you accepted your diploma and the way the light caught your hair and limned you all in gold."
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"Thanks," she said, a little muted, somehow. "I doubt it really looked like that, though."
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She leaned over, leaned in, to kiss him.
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He poured caring into the kiss, in the way his hands cupped her cheeks, the fingers in her hair.
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Maybe there was something grateful about the kiss, on her part. Something soft and a little needy.
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"Whatever it is that you do or wish to do, I'll be in your corner, always," he murmured.
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Okay, so she had to say it out loud, after he'd said that. But she mumbled it against his lips, unwilling to pull back.
In part because that would've meant opening her eyes, and revealing their sudden sheen.
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Ah right. In Switzerland and consumed by other concerns.
So he just kissed her again, slow and sweet. If he could offer nothing else, he could at least be here, with her, utterly present in the moment.
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Xanthippe let herself be a little lost in the kiss for a moment. Then she cupped his cheek and pulled back a little, to look at him.
"Hey. Can I ask you something?"
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"Mais oui. Of course. You can ask me anything, cherie."
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See, she actually listened to him. Wasn't entirely sure why that particular bit had stuck in her brain even through the personal turmoil of their discussion just now, except for a desire to better get him and where he came from.
So she was asking.
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"Oh, wow," she said. "Is that, like... common?"
Please note how Fandom had at least made her really accepting of things like fortune-telling being a completely legit thing in some places. She didn't question it one bit.
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On impulse, she reached for his hand, to, hold it in one of hers and run the fingertips of the other along the back of it. "And it's just women?" she asked. "Or, girls."
Then her nose wrinkled up some. "Wait, and people actually want to hear about their futures?"
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"But I think that was more because she's a lesbian than anything else."
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...And men. And no gender at all. Hya just liked people, ones with the spark that made them interesting and exciting and fun.
"But, nay. The trait can be inherited by either sex. But the dromonde is both a gift and a curse, and since 'twas the men's fault it was given, no man is supposed to be taught."
'Supposed' was stressed just the slightest bit.
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Or, you know. Not everyone, but regardless of gender, anyway.
Her head stayed tilted a little. "So what happens if someone does what they're not supposed to?"
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He leaned against her. Stroked her hair. "If they were raised within a kumpania and were discovered, likely they would be made outcast, punished by exile from all the kumpai," he said quietly. "If they were not raised within a kumpania for one reason or another, they would still need to keep it quiet, most likely. For no kumpania would trade or do business with them, marked vrajna as they'd be, nor would they ever allowed to join one, even if they were blood kin."
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She remembered several things from last time, in fact.
Her eyebrows were knitting together a little, again. Like she was putting things together and then wondering if the things were even there, and if they were, was it really even her place? So she wasn't asking.
But maybe there was a question on her face all the same.
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He let out a breath of a laugh. "I should perhaps say the answer to both questions in your eyes."
The dromonde was strong in him, too. And came when he called - and sometimes when he did not - thanks to his mother's teachings.
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Well, she'd already put it together herself, but there was still something in her that was surprised that he'd actually confirm it. To her.
But there was also something in her that reminded her that she was completely outside his world, so it wasn't as if her knowing would pose much of a threat to him.
His hand was still between hers. She went to lace her fingers with his. "How does that... feel, I guess? Looking through time."
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