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A Dorm Room at Voorhees Hall, Columbia University, New York, Sunday
Xanthippe was officially Stressed Out.
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
It was all over an essay, which wasn't even due until next Friday, but it was important and she had to get it perfect, because what if she didn't? What if she didn't, and she flunked out of the class, and she flunked right out of college, and her father would disown her and her mother would disown her and then she would have to move in with Kimmy and deal with that whole freak show and she would lose all status and purpose in life and probably, like, end up becoming BFFs with Kimmy's extra-weirdo landlady and getting matching tattoos in a crack den and --
Anyway, yeah, she was currently doing what any self-respecting college student would do in her situation: screaming into a pillow.
Thank Christ her roommates weren't home right now.
[ooc: NFB but open for texts/calls/surprise visits!]
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"What else is there to see that could possibly compare to this?" he asked, his hand sliding down to play with her pearl once more, just to complete the picture.
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Whereas Xanthippe's own unremarkable Manhattan drawl decided to just turn into a full-on verbal keysmash for a second. Like, no words, just an incoherent noise. So, guess she was sensitive right now, good to know.
Definitely made the thrusts a little more erratic too, for at least the length of one or two of them.
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Because he'd gloated, with his grinning. And for that crime, he clearly deserved the punishment of... her trying to ride him into the couch?
Yeah, that tracked.
Whatever, her hands were gripping his shoulders pretty tightly, now, because that helped give her a little more support for the way she was moving up and down on his lap, rolling her hips against his with great intent, because the rush of pleasure from his hand had really kicked things into gear.
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"Then you leave me no choice," Hya sighed, cupping the back of her neck with a gentle hand. And then using that grip to bed her down for an intense kiss, hips thrusting up to meet hers, pushing their rhythm into overdrive.
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And he was providing it. The slight change of angle with her being hunched a little more forward to meet his lips now, and his added thrusts to meet hers from below were kind of a game changer.
And that meant she was muffling a desperate keening sort of a noise against his mouth, because she was suddenly mere seconds away from unraveling all over him.
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Blessed Elua, she was beautiful.
He felt his own release threaten, shocks slithering up and down his spine, balls heavy and tight, but he forced that feeling down. Not yet.
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Which she was now staring into as she rode him a little roughly and a lot desperately, chasing her release, practically every muscle in her body taut with the strain and the want of it. Her lips were parted, allowing every kind of noise pass through freely: her panting breath, whimpers, gasps. His name.
"Hya, oh God --"
And even though she instinctively wanted to close her eyes, she didn't. Not even when it finally overtook her, midthrust, leaving her pulsing harshly around his dick while her hands grasped his shoulders for support and his name rolled out of her mouth again, this time in a rough moan.
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He gazed up at her, mouthing the words 'beautiful' as she came, trying to keep from going over immediately as she rose him down into the cushions.
And instead, made it three, maybe four strokes before his vision sparked white and he arched up into her.
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She did, however, press her forehead to his. And then, once he bucked up into her, she pressed down against him, savoring the feel because while the biggest crash of her orgasm had subsided, the throbbing around him hadn't exactly stopped, not with the way those few thrusts of his had triggered aftershocks.
And yes, she'd caught the word he'd mouthed at her.
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He nuzzled her neck, trying to catch his breath.
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"Hey, Hya," she murmured, after a deep breath because right, breathing. "I really like you."
That was more terrifying to say than almost any of the dirty things she could've come up with, so it was best to just let it slip out in the relaxed afterglow when she couldn't overthink the horrors of expressing embarrassingly genuine emotion.
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But it wasn't just that, really.
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Leaning in, he let his finger brush along her cheek. "But I can say, with all sincerity, you feel good in my lap."
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... Good to know she could still feel lame about saying things around him, because she felt it immediately after saying that single word. But it still didn't feel like as serious a thing as it might have, a year ago.
Anyway, she was nuzzling his hand. "Really it's that you kinda showed up at the right time."
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Because he thought that pointing out that she'd seemed frazzled and harried might make her self-conscious again. Though it had led to her practically jumping on him, so he couldn't complain much.
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Which she could only talk about that freely and without hyperventilating because she'd just jumped him. It had mellowed her down to just complain-y. For now.
"It's been destroying my life for like three days." A little dramatic, there, Xan, but okay.
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He was no scholar, though by this point, his education put him on par with most nobility in Terre D'Ange. Only the Habiru scholars, the scions of Shemhazai, and the pupils of Delaunay himself could be said to receive more schooling.
Of course, had he attended literally any other school than Damdom, he might have understood Xan's panic.
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She twisted his hair tightly around her fingers. "If I don't do really well, I might flunk the class."
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That was not a word Phedra had ever taught him, nor one he'd picked up on his own.
Again, Fandom.
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(She'd had to worry even at Fandom, but only because she'd taken so many independent classes online.)
The laugh was also dry and joyless and kinda more of a noise that signaled her feelings on the unfairness of it all. "It means failing the class," she explained. "And possibly failing out of the school, too."
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"It seems cruel, to make so much hinge on so little," he said, brow furrowed. "Would you rather I left, that you can work? Or is there aught I can do to assist?"
He was thinking more 'sharpen quills' and 'refresh ink' than anything else. Xan was far smarter than he.
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So maybe the help she needed wasn't really on the level of ink and quills. If she'd even used those.
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